I bonded with a wife and husband (in that order, I’ll refer to them as Jill and Jack respectively) over a game. We seemed to hit it off reasonably well, until Jill said that she was out on an anniversary with Jack. Here’s the problem: you’re looking for help everywhere but where you’re actually going to get it. You don’t say) is a sign that you were doing things that were pretty heinous. So right now the only thing you need to be doing is talking to a professional.